Not sure if everyone knows but my mother and I haven't always got along; we have a very difficult past and some things she has done is hard for me to look over. In the event of trying to truly remake myself, I am trying to give her a second chance. I've already done this and she didn't exactly take it seriously, but she is changing herself too. She got a job, which she hasn't had in 4 years. The job she got is really hard too and I'm really proud of her.
She messaged me and asked to meet up for coffee, so I said yes. I'm really scared for this, but God teaches us to forgive, rather than hold anger.
Saturday after work I am meeting her at my auntie Maria's house, and we are gonna go to coffee, maybe go to the mall, and go grochery shopping. I'm excited.
I'm trying to let go of the past and just try to look at the future. I'm remaking myself and this is part of the process.
I hope everything goes good when and if you meet up with her. I'm proud of you for putting this on your blog, even though it might of been a little hard for you. Great job and Great story.
ReplyDeleteI really love this post, and I'm glad you are trying to rebuild a relationship with your mom. Good for you for putting such emotion and personal background into your writing.
ReplyDeleteWow! That's huge! I'll be praying all
ReplyDeleteGoes well :3
My mother and I havn't always gotten along, but i moved out and worked on myself then chose to forgiver her. You will find that when you forgive someone, you will start to feel better about yourself and be less angry, I love this post, and I'm happy you chose to see her!
ReplyDeletePraying that everything works out.
ReplyDeleteI love how much raw emotion you put into this its so true
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